I miss ro..

I MISS RO!!! last time everyday play until sien.. but nowadays i miss it so badly.. i wanna play back my ro.. i miss my godly sniper...i miss every1 in ro.. sob T^T

Control vs. Chaos

My life recently been in total chaos, Gf problems, friend problems, money problems.. i thought it was because god abandon me.. omg! i'm sorry god, i din know actually u r trying to tell me "if u cant take this challage, u cant afford to face greater challange as businessman!".. i'm so so sorry god.. i've been a bad follower...

Actually, this is wat happened.. .... .... once upon a time.... ok, jk, actually everytime i face a problem, i would sit at quiet and dark place, thinking and try to sort out my problems. Usually i will write the problem onto a piece of paper and sort it out. After i transfer all my problems on that paper, i realise something.. i was lack of self control! No wonder my life turn out miserable XD

Back to the story, last night, i couldn't sleep, i was thinking a way to solve all this problem. And that's when i realise messages that god send to me through the problems.. >_<>

GoD, What R u Trying To Say?

My life sucks, the people from HCISB keep delaying my paperwork. How am i going to find rm 150k without a proper paperwork? I wasted 5 days of waiting

My gf, lily, is another story, she's been gone for, let say, 4 days? although i understand she never really like to reply sms but didnt answer me for 4 days straight n not picking up my call?? wat the fuck?

Fuck this and fuck that. i would like to say fuck everything but since there's still some things nice, i cant say it.

Give me a break. I need to cool down.. fasting make it even harder for me to control my emotion.. wth.. my self control reduce from 99% to 80% now. FcUk ID!

The Long Awaited Call

This morning i was still sleeping, and suddenly my phone rang. There's unknown number on the screen, nevertheless, i pick it up. It's Dr. Rasyid from HCISB. Omg! my dream is one step further now. the long awaited call from HCISB is here.. now it's time to go more than all out! Go Iftitah go! Don't do this half assed! Do your best!