Control vs. Chaos

My life recently been in total chaos, Gf problems, friend problems, money problems.. i thought it was because god abandon me.. omg! i'm sorry god, i din know actually u r trying to tell me "if u cant take this challage, u cant afford to face greater challange as businessman!".. i'm so so sorry god.. i've been a bad follower...

Actually, this is wat happened.. .... .... once upon a time.... ok, jk, actually everytime i face a problem, i would sit at quiet and dark place, thinking and try to sort out my problems. Usually i will write the problem onto a piece of paper and sort it out. After i transfer all my problems on that paper, i realise something.. i was lack of self control! No wonder my life turn out miserable XD

Back to the story, last night, i couldn't sleep, i was thinking a way to solve all this problem. And that's when i realise messages that god send to me through the problems.. >_<>